Out There Where There Ought to Be

Out there where there ought to be an edge,
the sea and sky are one,
and in that ambiguity floats
the lighthouse pulled from service,
now a lonely, blinded I.

Locate the gulls by their pump-handle cry;
the greys are driftwood on an airy tide.
Whether they float or fly:
Is it important to decide?
From the lighthouse comes
no answer. Its days of definition
are now over.

Swimming and swimming an endless water,
we make for land instinctively.
Dry ground and certain answers are
the signposts and the goals we want to touch.
So much we are, but there is more:
When willingly our faces face the waves,
our souls commit to doubt,
our minds permit confusion and
we gladly turn our backs upon the shore.

December 24 2009